When I came home, I saw all of you. I have no idea what are you doing at my house, but you’re really there. YOU! You’re comfortably seating, talking to one of my friend. I changed my clothes in my room then went back to you. We did some chit-chat and then laugh and then tease each other. At that time I remembered were having some letter-giving but i didn’t knew why. Then the topic went to you! We ask you who is it, who she is. I didn’t know that time what to feel. I was very eager to know who is it! I was doing some unnecessary movements, hand gestures while waiting for you to answer. Then you gave me a piece of thick paper. I was shocked! I didn’t knew what’s in it! I look at you. You are shyly smiling, a light red circle formed in both of your cheeks. Seriously? You kidding me? Really? I ask you some sort of questions like that! Then you said “Yes, i’m serious!”. I went to my bedroom but when I came back. There was nothing. All of you left. It was weird but I went back to my bedroom to read the letter. I open the letter then…I woke up. My mom woke me up. I really want to go back to sleep but it never did. Mom did ruined my dream! I wish my dream will continue later!
Foolish heart, hear me calling
Don’t you dare fall for him
Foolish heart, heed my warning
Stop that feeling or you’ll end up hurting…
Follow your inner moonlight; don’t hide the madness.
― Allen Ginsberg